Bethany and Christmas Eve

This post is dedicated to my darling , Bethany <3
Thanks to her , I joined Youth Club and had a great time with her.
Caroling for 8 hours was so tired but joyous.
After all , I'm glad to have you as a buddy ;D 

LOUISSSSSSSSSSSS.

bullshtt.

啊啊啊啊。都说不是不想聆听你了。
知道你也很辛苦。
可是你根本就是不喜欢人家批评你嘛
说什么你很能接受指教什么的乱七八糟。
全然不是! 
更何况我没批评你!
体谅你体谅得我好难过。

Gathering

I gotta mention again and again that I didn't lean on Yi Xuan in the above picha.
The gathering was not bad.
We were kinda awkward at first but in the end , it was okay .
We couldn't play or chat as we used to
but I felt glad to meet you guys again.
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Recently,I feel so nervous.
maybe because of tuition , revision or else?
God bless me...

fun of today #141212

wrapped some presents for my dear friends then enjoyed pepero

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looking forward for my Christmas hattt.

Reality ruins my life.

你就是喜欢唯恐天下不乱。

然后再来扮好人。

很讨厌。

很讨厌。

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Oh my revision !

asdfghjkl thanks to my friends told me that is no need to do the revision during holidays.
I only revised 9 chapters of Sejarah F1 and a little bit Maths !
I hope my ttn teacher don't scold me *facepalm* *crossed my fingers*

Chocolate , sir?

tried to make a sandwich like this Lol my dad said it tastes good , well I'm too full to try it ;d
#FOODS

Jogging hoho

recently went to jogging with my dad , wanna carry on cause I feel satisfied although I was tired. :D

Happy night !

omg so happy to see MU won the Manchester derby !
glad to see that twitter WWT Manchester City 2-3 Manchester United , #RVP , #VanPersie and Manchester is RED :D
In the end , Ferdinand got injured by a MC fans throwing a sharp thing , which made "Ferdinand" trend WW ,too. how disgraceful act it is.
GGMU , devils are RED.

p.s:had a fun chat with my buddies , felt so happy Lol

Long time no see .

_Long time no see, you confused me.

__1D"Over Again" and "Change My Mind" melt my heart :')
     p.s: listen to all my background songs , they are very nice , I love the songs. *updated.*

___Tomorrow Manchester derby wooo. GGMU !

____I should sleep , good night , hmm, to me.
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Confession #1 #Family

This is my self talk , I can't stand messing up my mind so I have to write them out.
The below part is not reader-friendly.If you really wanna read it , deal with it yourself. :)

I wanna feel related to people I'm related to.
but I don't know and I wonder is it every family else just like my family ?
There is many secrets , some are dirty but some aren't but every secrets are sensitive topics.
When somebody talk about those topics and the atmosphere is like exploded.
Boom . Someone is on fire , someone sets fire , someone gets burned and someone else try to pull someone out of the fire.
I just watch them , I can't help , I'm just a kid and have no right to say something.
All of a sudden , you will remember someone did some faults before and someone's secret.
When the fire is extinguished ,the atmosphere is harmony again but you better watch out for the next time. It is strange , I think.

I think of Taylor Swift's "Eyes Open" , the 2nd part of the song.
I don't like to sleep in night , I just wanna sleep whenever I'm tired .
If I sleep when I don't feel like sleeping , when my eyes are shut ,
I will think of some people , some words they said , something they did and some strange thought.
That's why I always stay up all night and only sleep when I really can't stand.
I admit that , I care too many things, too much.
Sometimes, when I say "Who cares?", I just temporarily don't wanna think about it.
Sometimes, when I say "I don't care.", I just wanna persuade myself not to care about it.

I talked about myself with my friends before and the more I tell them , the more I feel like I shouldn't tell them . Most of them really do care about me, so do I.
So I recently don't talk about my deep thoughts,I don't wanna let them worry anymore.
I can stand bad things happen to me , it is a habit and I think it is a good one.
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It's 1:26 AM now , I could sleep without thinking about it now.
Tomorrow is a brand new day , oh I mean today. Revision , wosh.

I love December :)

You got the sm;)e that can light up this whole town !

Dale Carnegie语录#6

  我有几点关于微笑艺术的建议：
  首先，对于这个世界与人类，你必须保持正确的心态。做不到这一点，你不可能真正成功。然而，仅只是应付性的微笑，也还是有益的，因为那带给别人的快乐，终必像回力球一样会到你身上。带给他人快乐的感觉，会让你自己觉得快乐，因此，不久你就能真心微笑了。
  
  当你微笑时，你是将心中的不快与造作的感觉抚平。对他人微笑，等于是在隐约地告诉他，你喜欢他，起码有某种程度的喜欢。他会接收到这份涵意，也因此更喜欢你。试着养成微笑的习惯吧！你不会有任何损失的。

whatssup.

最近除了 revision 就是听歌、写小说 :)
想写个故事。关于一个家一个女孩一个男孩一大群朋友。
想告诉自己 don't give up 一直写下去
花很长的时间也要写下去。

read, read, readdd

read and study today ,
read and study for holidays .
read and study forever !

p.s: I wanna jogging yo.

#reading #holidays #西决

 仇恨，是种类似于某些中药材的东西，性寒、微苦，沉淀在人体中，散发着植物的清香。可是天长地久，却总是能催生一场又一场血肉横飞的爆炸。核武器、手榴弹、炸药包，当然还有被用作武器的暖水瓶，都是由仇恨赠送的礼品盒，打开他们，轰隆一声，火花四溅，浓烟滚滚，生命以一种迅捷的方式分崩离析。别忘了，那是个仪式，仇恨祝愿你们每个带着恨意生存的人，快乐。

《西决》很好看   #笛安

Aha. Get sicked.

painful , fever , dizzy , helpless.
amazing. ha.
I don't need anybody telling me "take care".
how I wish I get ill , honestly. 

Iridescent x Linkin Park

When you were standing in the wake of devastation 
When you were waiting on the edge of the unknown 
With the cataclysm raining down
Insides crying, "Save me now" 
You were there, impossibly alone. 
Do you feel cold and lost in desperation? 
You build up hope, but failures all you've known. 
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go. 
Let it go.

And in a burst of light that blinded every angel 
As if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
You felt the gravity of tempered grace
Falling into empty space 
With no one there to catch you in their arms.

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation? 
You build up hope, but failures all you've known. 
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go. 
Let it go.

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation? 
You build up hope, but failures all you've known. 
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go. 
Let it go.

Let it go.
Let it go.
Let it go.
Let it go.

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation? 
You build up hope, but failures all you've known. 
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go. 
Let it go.

Sorry for not telling you. but I want you to stay.

Something is wrong between us but I just don’t know what to say no more.
I never change but I want you to stay.
Let it be if you really gone. I’m done.

Keep carry on , I've told myself every night. Somebody needs me , that's why I stay strong .

waiting for it

Good things not only come to those who wait 

but those who paid hard work for it...

I appreciate what I've got now

Something bad must happen

They've happened on me cuz God knows I'm strong enough to lift them.

God knows I worth it ..

Thanks God , in the Jesus's name , I pray.

Sharing :))

Enjoy the travel !

Try to be happy as possible as you can
in the hard days ! 

what about now?

Final exam is just around the corner
revision revision revision .

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watched the basketball games today ,
really admire the players .
sometimes I'll ask myself
"so you don't ace in your academic and sport field...
could u be better?"
Is other ppl are too awesome
or just I'm suck ? .
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Recently keep thinking about my ambition ..
Author?
I just...I just wanna do something good .
cuz I feel like I'm nothing big special ..

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Last month ,I found some old story books accidentally.
one of them is given by my kinder garden's teachers .
it is trying to tell us that everyone is unique and special

so we don't have to care or follow the trend.
well , I feel touched cuz I saw those messages written by my lovely teachers.
They said that I'm nice , pretty and clever .
what about now? I don't know ._.
Jesus will tell me the truth , amen .

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To all my dears !

To my friends , families , followers and you ,
             Thanks for being there for me. xxx samantha_

my dark side .

y not u also think abt wadahell u did , too?
stop thinking u'r the only right one , ok , even I have to respect u.
pls let me respect u . pls . I dw to be rude too.
sometimes I'm disappointed to you , to me and both of us.
I wish I were strong enuf , I do really love u ._.

Wipe Your Eyes (':

Sabali sabali sabali yonkontê

Sabali sabali sabali Kayi

ni kêra môgô ._.

patience , patience is worth everything .
patience , patience is good ,
when you love somebody. 

Thanks M5 (:

我知道我不应该恨你
但我恨你。
我还是爱你的
他们不明白我 他们骂我
我还是爱你的。
恨也是因为爱。

wheee , released !

RELEASE FROM EXAM
wheeeeee !
I think my result will be fine cuz I put lots of hard work to it (:
God bless all of us ;D

Enjoyed :D

Had a fun day with my lovely friends and family (:
I took some bread sushi as my breakfast and they'r made by my friends and I.
I did enjoy preparing and cooking the food together with them .
We did even sing songs and dance Lol
Besides playing Junie's ipad , laptop and phones , we still walked around the lake and towers .
It was quite fun wheeeeee
p.s: Xinwei is really good in rolling the breads , they taste great !
After that , I went shopping with my mom , uncle , cousin sis and her bf .
My feet are extremely tired now , I guess I pick a pair of wrong shoes for shopping .
Anyway , we took our delicious lunch *pancake wheeeeeeee! *
I also bought two tanks , I like them , thanks to my uncle and mom (:
Thanks God , may tmr will be meaningful ....with Geo revision , too .
teehee.

Live While We're Young

hey directioner here !

Yesterday I got a big excitement

because 1D is gonna have their 2nd new single !!

*fan-girl mode* wheeeee !

From The X Factor , WMYB until now ,

They have improved so much and become very well-known.

No matter what , ILY the 5 boys .

The 5 boys on the stair ,

on the concert ,

or even at the closing ceremony of Olympics 2012 .

U guys are great so stay shine !

Best wishes from a directioner ( :

One Band,One Dream,One Direction xxx

p.s: I saw a random fact that 

they've got 30 songs recorded but didn't add in to their album , looking forward !

p.s 2 : Any directioner here? haha

The dark knight rises !

It is awesome and I like it.
but , does it is easy to recover when your backbone is broken in 84 days ,
even in a jail ? ..then woah.

batman woo.
p.s: catwomen woo... too.
p.s 2 : Robin ahhhhhh look forward to next movie ! 

some of my private posts.

If you'r reading this , you either are my close friend or stranger.
Please don't ask me abt the details , it is just something passed.

- 看天看云看花看你 (:

- 3 ge ren pa gu li ._.

-  难过个屁啊?! 

- 终究只能在彼岸。看彼岸花开。

- Idontcaredontcaredontcaredontcare!! 说多几次就don't care了  
   .__.

-  第7058天 你还有我。   每次撑不下去就会想起你 然后就有了勇气 :')

-  只要想起你就会有好运涅 谢谢你 祝你也好运 爱你 :D

Step Up Revolution !

watched Step Up Revolution today

The plot has nothing surprise

but the dancing performances are soooo great !

I admire their dancing skill !

The Mob wooo.

This movie is dedicated for the dance-lovers ,

so enjoys !

p.s: I always love people with any kind of talent ,

omg tell me what I've ! ; p

inspired a little bit .

why don't you believe
someday you'll find a heart to stay
now the heart is with me
and my heart belongs to you
if you really wanna go
then take my heart along.

p.s: suddenly sang these words in front of the mirror ,
      I CREATE A SONG wheeeeeeeeee.

A lesson from Kungfu Panda , hahahaha

ishhh , stupid arrangement for the exams .

hey principle , kindly please don't make my study life sounds like hell.

 I got flu and I'm feeling unwell now.

and I have to face another 4 exams tmr ,

isn't it challenging?

I ate lots of chocolate

just like Kungfu Panda , teehee.

Tell myself, "okayyy everything will be alright soon..."

keep your chin up and tears don't fall in public .

这是我想你时的天空。
啊哈哈哈哈哈太煽情了。

Everybody have their own problems to face ,
don't judge them before you walk in their shoes .
But , if there is a sadness , there will also have a happiness .
You just gotta find one thousand reasons to be happy when you just got one reason to be sad ,
God always be with us ..

Wheeeeee !

Warm cookies are one of the finest food !
p.s : Microwave the chips more cookies before you eat them ,
they taste even much better and tastier !
tipsss x)

Ivan Zaytsev !! Volleyball is sooo awesome !

Ivan Zaytsev from Italy Team recently caught my attention haha

He spikes well *although he might served error shhh*

Ahaaha and he looks great

Italy Team is also not bad ,

even though I'm not an Italian ..

but support Italy team too , teehee

every match is amazing !

Argh I should do my revision now .

Games on , may the reference book down ?

Don't distract me noooooo

Quietly shine haha

Sometimes ,those people who are show-off maybe really talented

but people only admire you if you are low profile , seriously ;)

Tipsss !

Golden rules , teehee ! 

not that again

. ___ .

waiting for the miracles

Talk about something serious with my mom today ,

sorry but I can't share .

I will write those stuffs and my feelings as a story.

Life is a never ended cycling .

Try to be happy when you're cycling :)

Olympic 2012 Games woah oh oh oh oh !

Olympics in London wheeee
I love to watch the men play volleyball
they are so awesome !
p.s: This year's contestants got many handsome guy teehee
Anyway *puff* London keep on !
Have a nice day to you ;)

Keep calm and carry on study !

Here comes the exams again
I’m now revising .
Study is okay but when it meets exam ,
it becomes shit ,
even shitter when it meets Bahasa Malaysia .
p.s: Maths , learn to grow up and find the x yourself !
Sincerely , dying hard student .
Guys , c’mon lets study ! d:

Music is forever !

went to Orchestra Room today.
thanks a lot to Ivy , xoxo
she even taught me to a part of "Someone Like You",that was amazing!
enjoyed play the music instruments at there
had fun with my friends and the strangers too
well , I found that it is also a great place to take a nap,too.

I always admire those people who play music well ,
maybe because I gave up before
I know that music is not that easy to pick up
so guys , CARRY ON
and enjoy the atmosphere besides music !

Big Ben is a greatness .

Big Ben is more magnificent for me ,  it is more beautiful than the Eiffel Tower .
Olympics in London , mother of God c:

Random__Distance .

Say ILY when you’re not listen ,
how long can we keep this up , up
I keep waiting for you to take me <3

These're all for today (:

Today was a fairy tale ?
Hahah , half-done my art projects makes me feel much better
and I had a great time with my friends too
I also went shopping with my mom
but I only bought some gifts for my friends and I :)
anyway,today is still fun !
Sometimes, life just need simple and nice .

a talented guitarist !

Sungha Jung's fingers got the magic
to lighten my ears : D
he is cute and awesome when he is playing his guitar
Asian level ? haha

The sweetest pain is

Had fun with my friends in the school today
We played and laughed ,
We talked and laughed again.
I just can't imaging when these days are gone
and I have to graduate ,
oh God ._. 

                     

Love like this may comes once !

Talking to myself

I  feel like   I fell  into an ocean ,
All I see is blue , blue and dark blue.
I cry but you won't see my tears
cause' the sea has swallowed them and only it feels my tears.
I just need someone to give me a hand
whenever I drown .

what am I living for?

There is a new question for me recently .
frankly, life is short and times pass so fast .
Soon , your lover , your friends, your family will be gone .
I think I know what is my reason to be living until now.
Many people that I love and I could fight for .
I believe in the saying-- "Live a little , love a lot ." :)

Music speaks when other shut up .

Is loving that hard ?

Recently, I faced some problems about the love between the people .
Do we really will get hurt if we love each other?
betrays , lies , faults and all the same mistake .

When I was young , I thought that love is just forever love
but it isn't like that simple anymore since we grew up.

I always choose to believe in love

sometimes we might get hurt when we're too in loved ,

in the end , we just gotta try to love other people again
cause all we need is love :)

Holidays are holydays u know :)

went to school this morning for a girl guide camp which is actually all marching training

and I was in charged to teach them which is really tiring .
Actually I was quite enjoy but when I saw some of em' showed me the faces like "wadafuqIwannaleave"
well it pretty hurts :)
I gave em' a big smile and tried my best , that's what I could do .
My friends told me that I did a great job which really delighted me .
The best way to be a good leader is change "me" to "we"
About my classmate , as a monitor I think that I'm a zookeeper frankly.

argh allow me to don't mind them currently ._.

bytheway The Fray's "Heartbeat" is damn nice ,
bytheway Coldplay's "Fix You" fix me ,
bytheway I lost in a competition ,
bytheway I'm sad but I count on a sweet dream later .
I hope you'r in my dream thanks God__
 

The Painful Truth .

I'm sad recently , very , very sad.

feels like shttttttttttt

I tried my best to do a class monitor ,

I spent all my patient to you guys ,

I wasted my leisure time to do the tasks for u guys 

instead of studying ,  doing my homeworks or chatting with friends .

In return , I gain nothing back ,

but that isn't a matter

but you asked me "为什么你要一直骂人? "

ffffffffff u thought I no need to shout

u thought I didn't talk softly 

u thought I'm happy after scolded u all?

don't take my love for granted , it hurts me

If I scold u guys , u guys dislike me

If I don't scold u guys , teachers scold me_

I shouldn't agree to do this job ,

it's like self - mulitation !

I'm doing to do a unworthy stuff ,

do u ffffking know it ?

I have my secret pains too ,

but I have no one to tell ,

wherethehell is u my friend? .

The truth is everyone's gonna to hurt you ,

you just have to find the ones worth suffering for.

Maths kill me !

In short ,
my maths skill is suck like hell .
darlingssss,
 please teach me how to do those freaking hell !
God bless me thanks ._.

crushed on One Direction

I forgot how I met this band and crushed on them .

They might not have the best voices in the world

but they sing the voice in my mind , that's it !

Liam , the one who has the best voice in the band ;

Harry , the cutest curly hair and he also sings many solo ;

Louis , the most handsome guy and I damn love his personalities ;

Niall , he has the brightest smile and golden hair ;

Zayn , his black hair and charming style__

Since I crushed on them 

so I started share all news about them to my friends ,

I'm glad that my friends like them too.

I wanna sing "What Makes You Beautiful" to every girls ,

every girls with confident is beautiful :D

p.s : Louis Tomlinson + Harry Styles = Larry Stylingson

Zayn + Liam = Ziam

such two pairs of cute "couple", teehee !

One band , One dream , One direction !

_________voice from a directioner ;)

waiting for the exams' results ._.

The exams' results probably will come out after holidays

omg I know my result won't be too good

just pray that the teacher don't scold me

*cross my finger*

Seriously I'm so nervous because of it !

This makes me cannot enjoy the holidays,

argh . 

Who can be my listener ?

The meaning of 'Samantha'

is a LISTENER .

The characteristic of  Aquarius

is also a LISTENER.

I'm tired of being a listener ,

I have my bad mood too.

I want to release it too.

I just wanna cry .