John Green and his books

I picked up English novels lately.
I used to read Chinese love novels
because I thought the stories of English novels are boring.
John Green changed my mind.
I saw people posted the cover of  'TFiOS' on Instagram (oh yea, my i.g's name is samantha__yi , double underscore. )

And I decided to buy it and I did.
The story was simple and nice , I cried a lot.

I know there's no one boy outside like Augustus Waters.
 

I want to have my middle name as Hazel Grace Lancaster,
yeah, Samantha Grace , for my confirmation ( Catholic's stuff.).

Now, I bought Looking For Alaska and also Paper Towns.
Unfortunately, An Abundance Of Katherines was out of stock.

Bookworm not nerd.
Nerdfighter, for being awesome.

Another story

Sorry for those who keep reading my posts
because lately I'm sad and I've no one and no where to confess.

Relationship cannot be forced.
Happiness cannot be forced, too.
So, if you're lucky enough to have your loves / happy feelings,
say "thank you" in your heart gratefully.

You see, most of the people out there,
on the internet, guys love flirting and girls be bitchy just to be popular.
In reality, friends betray you and strangers be fake to you.
In the third-world-countries, people struggle to stay alive.
In Africa, one child dies every 3 seconds.
We take TOO MANY things for granted and we don't know.

Everyone has their tragedy, everyone has their secret.
But, nothing could be the reason to turn you a bad person.
Everything will be fine, sooner or later,
that's how I tell myself to stay strong.
I wiped my tears secretly and face the world with a smile.

I thought I'm a grown-up.
Yet, I'm just still a little girl, looking at the world with my own view,
trying to be the best for myself.
The true world is too dirty, you can't avoid it
but try to make your mind as clear as crystal
and your soul as clean as...uh your food plate?

I just want to be myself and I don't really want to please everybody.
I don't ask for much, I can cry in night and smile when wake up.
Tell myself that "Today is another story." :)

Words I want to say to you and myself.
End of the day.