I'm sad recently , very , very sad.
feels like shttttttttttt
I tried my best to do a class monitor ,
I spent all my patient to you guys ,
I wasted my leisure time to do the tasks for u guys
instead of studying , doing my homeworks or chatting with friends .
In return , I gain nothing back ,
but that isn't a matter
but you asked me "为什么你要一直骂人? "
ffffffffff u thought I no need to shout
u thought I didn't talk softly
u thought I'm happy after scolded u all?
don't take my love for granted , it hurts me
If I scold u guys , u guys dislike me
If I don't scold u guys , teachers scold me_
I shouldn't agree to do this job ,
it's like self - mulitation !
I'm doing to do a unworthy stuff ,
do u ffffking know it ?
I have my secret pains too ,
but I have no one to tell ,
wherethehell is u my friend? .
The truth is everyone's gonna to hurt you ,you just have to find the ones worth suffering for.
