Bethany and Christmas Eve

This post is dedicated to my darling , Bethany <3
Thanks to her , I joined Youth Club and had a great time with her.
Caroling for 8 hours was so tired but joyous.
After all , I'm glad to have you as a buddy ;D 

LOUISSSSSSSSSSSS.

bullshtt.

啊啊啊啊。都说不是不想聆听你了。
知道你也很辛苦。
可是你根本就是不喜欢人家批评你嘛
说什么你很能接受指教什么的乱七八糟。
全然不是! 
更何况我没批评你!
体谅你体谅得我好难过。

Gathering

I gotta mention again and again that I didn't lean on Yi Xuan in the above picha.
The gathering was not bad.
We were kinda awkward at first but in the end , it was okay .
We couldn't play or chat as we used to
but I felt glad to meet you guys again.
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Recently,I feel so nervous.
maybe because of tuition , revision or else?
God bless me...

fun of today #141212

wrapped some presents for my dear friends then enjoyed pepero

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looking forward for my Christmas hattt.

Reality ruins my life.

你就是喜欢唯恐天下不乱。

然后再来扮好人。

很讨厌。

很讨厌。

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Oh my revision !

asdfghjkl thanks to my friends told me that is no need to do the revision during holidays.
I only revised 9 chapters of Sejarah F1 and a little bit Maths !
I hope my ttn teacher don't scold me *facepalm* *crossed my fingers*

Chocolate , sir?

tried to make a sandwich like this Lol my dad said it tastes good , well I'm too full to try it ;d
#FOODS

Jogging hoho

recently went to jogging with my dad , wanna carry on cause I feel satisfied although I was tired. :D

Happy night !

omg so happy to see MU won the Manchester derby !
glad to see that twitter WWT Manchester City 2-3 Manchester United , #RVP , #VanPersie and Manchester is RED :D
In the end , Ferdinand got injured by a MC fans throwing a sharp thing , which made "Ferdinand" trend WW ,too. how disgraceful act it is.
GGMU , devils are RED.

p.s:had a fun chat with my buddies , felt so happy Lol

Long time no see .

_Long time no see, you confused me.

__1D"Over Again" and "Change My Mind" melt my heart :')
     p.s: listen to all my background songs , they are very nice , I love the songs. *updated.*

___Tomorrow Manchester derby wooo. GGMU !

____I should sleep , good night , hmm, to me.
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Confession #1 #Family

This is my self talk , I can't stand messing up my mind so I have to write them out.
The below part is not reader-friendly.If you really wanna read it , deal with it yourself. :)

I wanna feel related to people I'm related to.
but I don't know and I wonder is it every family else just like my family ?
There is many secrets , some are dirty but some aren't but every secrets are sensitive topics.
When somebody talk about those topics and the atmosphere is like exploded.
Boom . Someone is on fire , someone sets fire , someone gets burned and someone else try to pull someone out of the fire.
I just watch them , I can't help , I'm just a kid and have no right to say something.
All of a sudden , you will remember someone did some faults before and someone's secret.
When the fire is extinguished ,the atmosphere is harmony again but you better watch out for the next time. It is strange , I think.

I think of Taylor Swift's "Eyes Open" , the 2nd part of the song.
I don't like to sleep in night , I just wanna sleep whenever I'm tired .
If I sleep when I don't feel like sleeping , when my eyes are shut ,
I will think of some people , some words they said , something they did and some strange thought.
That's why I always stay up all night and only sleep when I really can't stand.
I admit that , I care too many things, too much.
Sometimes, when I say "Who cares?", I just temporarily don't wanna think about it.
Sometimes, when I say "I don't care.", I just wanna persuade myself not to care about it.

I talked about myself with my friends before and the more I tell them , the more I feel like I shouldn't tell them . Most of them really do care about me, so do I.
So I recently don't talk about my deep thoughts,I don't wanna let them worry anymore.
I can stand bad things happen to me , it is a habit and I think it is a good one.
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It's 1:26 AM now , I could sleep without thinking about it now.
Tomorrow is a brand new day , oh I mean today. Revision , wosh.