Monday, 24 December 2012

Bethany and Christmas Eve



This post is dedicated to my darling , Bethany <3
Thanks to her , I joined Youth Club and had a great time with her.
Caroling for 8 hours was so tired but joyous.
After all , I'm glad to have you as a buddy ;D 

Thursday, 20 December 2012

bullshtt.

啊啊啊啊。都说不是不想聆听你了。
知道你也很辛苦。

可是你根本就是不喜欢人家批评你嘛
说什么你很能接受指教什么的乱七八糟。
全然不是! 
更何况我没批评你!
体谅你体谅得我好难过。

Tuesday, 18 December 2012

Gathering



I gotta mention again and again that I didn't lean on Yi Xuan in the above picha.
The gathering was not bad.
We were kinda awkward at first but in the end , it was okay .
We couldn't play or chat as we used to
but I felt glad to meet you guys again.

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Recently,I feel so nervous.
maybe because of tuition , revision or else?
God bless me...

Friday, 14 December 2012

fun of today #141212



wrapped some presents for my dear friends then enjoyed pepero
.
looking forward for my Christmas hattt.

Reality ruins my life.

你就是喜欢唯恐天下不乱。
然后再来扮好人。
很讨厌。
很讨厌。
。

Thursday, 13 December 2012

Oh my revision !

asdfghjkl thanks to my friends told me that is no need to do the revision during holidays.
I only revised 9 chapters of Sejarah F1 and a little bit Maths !
I hope my ttn teacher don't scold me *facepalm* *crossed my fingers*

Tuesday, 11 December 2012

Chocolate , sir?

tried to make a sandwich like this Lol my dad said it tastes good , well I'm too full to try it ;d
#FOODS

Jogging hoho


recently went to jogging with my dad , wanna carry on cause I feel satisfied although I was tired. :D






Monday, 10 December 2012

Happy night !

omg so happy to see MU won the Manchester derby !
glad to see that twitter WWT Manchester City 2-3 Manchester United , #RVP , #VanPersie and Manchester is RED :D
In the end , Ferdinand got injured by a MC fans throwing a sharp thing , which made "Ferdinand" trend WW ,too. how disgraceful act it is.
GGMU , devils are RED.

p.s:had a fun chat with my buddies , felt so happy Lol

Sunday, 9 December 2012

Long time no see .

_Long time no see, you confused me.

__1D"Over Again" and "Change My Mind" melt my heart :')
     p.s: listen to all my background songs , they are very nice , I love the songs. *updated.*

___Tomorrow Manchester derby wooo. GGMU !

____I should sleep , good night , hmm, to me.

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Monday, 3 December 2012

Confession #1 #Family

This is my self talk , I can't stand messing up my mind so I have to write them out.
The below part is not reader-friendly.If you really wanna read it , deal with it yourself. :)

I wanna feel related to people I'm related to.
but I don't know and I wonder is it every family else just like my family ?
There is many secrets , some are dirty but some aren't but every secrets are sensitive topics.
When somebody talk about those topics and the atmosphere is like exploded.
Boom . Someone is on fire , someone sets fire , someone gets burned and someone else try to pull someone out of the fire.
I just watch them , I can't help , I'm just a kid and have no right to say something.
All of a sudden , you will remember someone did some faults before and someone's secret.
When the fire is extinguished ,the atmosphere is harmony again but you better watch out for the next time. It is strange , I think.

I think of Taylor Swift's "Eyes Open" , the 2nd part of the song.
I don't like to sleep in night , I just wanna sleep whenever I'm tired .
If I sleep when I don't feel like sleeping , when my eyes are shut ,
I will think of some people , some words they said , something they did and some strange thought.
That's why I always stay up all night and only sleep when I really can't stand.
I admit that , I care too many things, too much.
Sometimes, when I say "Who cares?", I just temporarily don't wanna think about it.
Sometimes, when I say "I don't care.", I just wanna persuade myself not to care about it.

I talked about myself with my friends before and the more I tell them , the more I feel like I shouldn't tell them . Most of them really do care about me, so do I.
So I recently don't talk about my deep thoughts,I don't wanna let them worry anymore.
I can stand bad things happen to me , it is a habit and I think it is a good one.
__
It's 1:26 AM now , I could sleep without thinking about it now.
Tomorrow is a brand new day , oh I mean today. Revision , wosh.

Friday, 30 November 2012

I love December :)


You got the sm;)e that can light up this whole town !

Dale Carnegie语录#6

  我有几点关于微笑艺术的建议:
  首先,对于这个世界与人类,你必须保持正确的心态。做不到这一点,你不可能真正成功。然而,仅只是应付性的微笑,也还是有益的,因为那带给别人的快乐,终必像回力球一样会到你身上。带给他人快乐的感觉,会让你自己觉得快乐,因此,不久你就能真心微笑了。

  
  当你微笑时,你是将心中的不快与造作的感觉抚平。对他人微笑,等于是在隐约地告诉他,你喜欢他,起码有某种程度的喜欢。他会接收到这份涵意,也因此更喜欢你。试着养成微笑的习惯吧!你不会有任何损失的。

Wednesday, 28 November 2012

whatssup.

最近除了 revision 就是听歌、写小说 :)
想写个故事。关于一个家一个女孩一个男孩一大群朋友。
想告诉自己 don't give up 一直写下去
花很长的时间也要写下去。

Thursday, 15 November 2012

read, read, readdd


read and study today ,
read and study for holidays .
read and study forever !

p.s: I wanna jogging yo.

Tuesday, 13 November 2012

#reading #holidays #西决

 仇恨,是种类似于某些中药材的东西,性寒、微苦,沉淀在人体中,散发着植物的清香。可是天长地久,却总是能催生一场又一场血肉横飞的爆炸。核武器、手榴弹、炸药包,当然还有被用作武器的暖水瓶,都是由仇恨赠送的礼品盒,打开他们,轰隆一声,火花四溅,浓烟滚滚,生命以一种迅捷的方式分崩离析。别忘了,那是个仪式,仇恨祝愿你们每个带着恨意生存的人,快乐。

《西决》很好看
  #笛安

Tuesday, 23 October 2012

Sunday, 21 October 2012

Aha. Get sicked.

painful , fever , dizzy , helpless.
amazing. ha.
I don't need anybody telling me "take care".
how I wish I get ill , honestly. 

Sunday, 14 October 2012

Iridescent x Linkin Park

When you were standing in the wake of devastation 
When you were waiting on the edge of the unknown 
With the cataclysm raining down
Insides crying, "Save me now" 
You were there, impossibly alone. 

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation? 
You build up hope, but failures all you've known. 
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go. 
Let it go.

And in a burst of light that blinded every angel 
As if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
You felt the gravity of tempered grace
Falling into empty space 
With no one there to catch you in their arms.

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation? 
You build up hope, but failures all you've known. 
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go. 
Let it go.

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation? 
You build up hope, but failures all you've known. 
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go. 
Let it go.

Let it go.
Let it go.
Let it go.
Let it go.

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation? 
You build up hope, but failures all you've known. 
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go. 
Let it go.