Aha. Get sicked.

painful , fever , dizzy , helpless.
amazing. ha.
I don't need anybody telling me "take care".
how I wish I get ill , honestly. 

Iridescent x Linkin Park

When you were standing in the wake of devastation 
When you were waiting on the edge of the unknown 
With the cataclysm raining down
Insides crying, "Save me now" 
You were there, impossibly alone. 
Do you feel cold and lost in desperation? 
You build up hope, but failures all you've known. 
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go. 
Let it go.

And in a burst of light that blinded every angel 
As if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
You felt the gravity of tempered grace
Falling into empty space 
With no one there to catch you in their arms.

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation? 
You build up hope, but failures all you've known. 
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go. 
Let it go.

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation? 
You build up hope, but failures all you've known. 
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go. 
Let it go.

Let it go.
Let it go.
Let it go.
Let it go.

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation? 
You build up hope, but failures all you've known. 
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go. 
Let it go.

Sorry for not telling you. but I want you to stay.

Something is wrong between us but I just don’t know what to say no more.
I never change but I want you to stay.
Let it be if you really gone. I’m done.

Keep carry on , I've told myself every night. Somebody needs me , that's why I stay strong .